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[25 Apr 2009|09:07pm] |
http://www.flickr.com/photos/draitz/
I simply adore myself
Got hired by a Modeling firm earlier this week, and they wanted me immediately for a Show this Weekend. A Fashion/Hair Show. I guess taking all my own photos paid off...no one knows how to capture my beauty any better.
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| It's Time For Change! |
[23 Jan 2009|09:28pm] |
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You may think taking someones Antenna Ball is no big deal right? Well apparently it is. I have acquired 81 and the competition is only halfway over. I would be going to any parking lot I can find and awkwardly walk down the aisles. Somehow I don't feel as though this is a very productive use of my time.
Today my friend David and I were driving around in my car searching for several in parking garages. We see one, so I get out of the car and pretend to talk on my phone while looking around to make sure no one is looking. This car is relatively close to the front of the store, so quite a few people were driving and walking around. I was waiting for this one man to pass before I was going to take it and peacefully walk away. The man turns and starts walking towards me standing by this car.
Man; "Can I help you with something?"
Me; "Nope, just waiting for some friends'
Man; "Ok, well you have me worried with you standing by my car"
Me: "Oh, I'm Sorry, I'll move, I was just waiting for them to pick me up"
He walks away with his Cart so he can return it
After he turns the corner I grab it and walk towards our car my friend had been waiting for me in. He drive up and down a few more stalls and dont see anything, and decide to leave. We are driving past the front of the store and the man is back at his car, glances into ours and yells "HEY!". We suddenly go into Oh Shit mode and just floor it out of there. He is chasing after our car and we have to slow down with pedestrians walking. We manage to get to the main drag and he is still chasing us. We thought we would just try to make a Right turn and escape the whole facility. We are waiting at a Red Light when we see him, he cut through bushes and is running after our car. The light turns Green and we jump into the other lane which just takes us straight to get out of there, and we head for the freeway. During this whole ordeal I contemplated just jumping out of the car and running on the sidewalk to leave our getaway vehicle out of visuals. All of this over a $3 Antenna Ball.
This was one of the most heart pounding experiences of my life......which kind of makes me realize, What am I doing with my life. What enjoyment or overall goal does this provide? I am awfully disappointed in myself after tonight :/
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| Recap |
[23 Jan 2009|08:51pm] |
If I were to go back 3 months ago, I couldn't begin to see myself being in the current position I am in. Everything seems as though it is pineapple upside down face.
End of September; Flirting around with a new Co-Worker who was in a relationship. So no harm no foul right? Turns out my amazing seducing skills woo-ed her over to me. We fooled around for a while before she decided to break up with her boy and be with me. (To be fair....he lives in another country, so its not like we were doing anything under someones nose). We started our relationship and it was rather interesting, I'm certain it was more physical attraction than anything that brought us together.
October; More of the lovely lovely relationship. Went down to Santa Barbara for Halloween. Boy was that quite the experience. Apparently a vast majority of people here on the West Coast go to Santa Barbara as the party spot for Halloween craziness. They bring in an additional 100 officers just for that weekend alone. My best bud and I had an awfully delightful time.
November; I return back to Work after my exciting Halloween weekend to find out that I am getting fired for an incident that occured before I left. 2 years there, and they let me go. It hurt tremendously not being able to see all of my little kids faces everyday. I still manage to get in touch with several of the parents and stop by for play dates. So, by getting fired, that means they have to give me Unemployment. Currently I am making $400 every 2 weeks for not going to work/having a job. It's an amazing process.
My girl was talking to me and informed me that she wanted to take a trip to the Phillipines (where she used to go to school) for the entire month of December to meet up with friends. With much resistance I decided to grant her my blessing as opposed to being a negative person. Before the trip she decides to break up with me, because I would be too stressful of a person to think about while she is enjoying her trip.
December; Lots of freedom without a girlfriend and a job. I could not begin to tell you. Done with School by 2 and friends jobs usually start around then or end at 5. During the month of December I became quite the rebel;
*I stole a Stop Sign. A physical stop sign, pole and all from a road. Dug it up and carried it half a mile back to my house. Now I have a lovely looking sign in my room
*We began the game of who can steal the more Silverware from restaurants in one month. At the end of the competition I wound up with 37 Knives. Quite the collection I have for wherever I get my own place.
*Blew up 2 potter potties with explosives. Those were awfully impressive as well as smelly.
*Began recklessly driving around small roads in the fog.
It was not a very positive month for me. In the middle of the month, I had not heard at all from my girl since she left, so I decided to investigate. Turns out I was able to guess her Facebook and Email password. She ended up meeting up with her ex and now they are back together. During this whole time when I am at home wondering if she is doing alright, she is off fooling around with her ex. It hurt, it was quite a stab.
January: Beginning of the month we decided to create our new game of the month. Taking Antenna Balls. Its something everyone has access too and is easily accessible. So its been going rather interestingly..
After not hearing anything from the girl for a month I stop by her house and talk with her parents. They inform me that she wishes to stay in the Philippines for School and is not going to be returning home. They are hurt, as am I. So hearing this news makes me feel as though there is something wrong with me. In which I began working out intensely. It's an on-running joke that I only date girls who weigh less than me, so I decided that I should add more muscle to myself (muscle = weight, right!). I have been successfully keeping up with a regiment and eating healthy. More energy and more Stamina ;).
And now School has begun and I have 20 units (or 7 classes). Sounds like a large work load but lets look at it, I dont have a girlfriend or a job. I have plenty of free time. But the sad part about this is, I finish with School around Noon each day and everyone is off at work. I have Way too much free time that I feel is being wasted. Working out only takes away so much. I almost feel like a drain on the economy for not contributing anything.
So that is where I am at. I could not see myself being in such a reckless state as I am now. I hope there is a change coming soon, because I have a very bleak lookout on the new year...
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[08 Dec 2008|04:39pm] |
Cheated on Again
Occurs in every Relationship
*Sigh*
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[20 Apr 2008|11:22pm] |
Seems like I've fallen out the side of the earth, hasn't it. It's been roughly a year since I have updated this ol' thing, but I have kept up to date with everyones daily.
Part of my mentality is that I don't believe people care when I express myself. I am mostly used for killing Awkward moments. It's not just you guys, I have not at all opened up to any of my other people. I'm quite surprised I'm not a raging alcoholic or into any sort of drugs. It's quite difficult keeping everything bottled. I am meant to be the strong one, and not meant to show any form of emotion. Could this be why I am not in a relationship? Because I have not fully come to accept and trust myself. Everything I do, I do for other people. I need to do something for me. I need to do something.....drastic like outlandish hair or a tattoo or something.
The only 'joy' I have is at work, since it seems that I have not actually written down what my 'work' is, I guess that is a fabulous place to start. I work in a Daycare in a Gym. I watch Children. They let me....the sick perverted chauvinist around Children. Not only that, but I got Employee of the Month (out of 200 workers in the entire gym). I guess I am great at putting on a false facade and hiding the grotesque humor from these children, or maybe its perhaps that they don't comprehend what I say...either way. I am essentially raising the next generation of Children. Take a second to fully grasp that concept.....Woo, now this next part shall not be Interrupted in any Sexual Way whatsoever. The only joy I get out of my work is playing with the little girls. I love hearing their little giggles, and playing kitchen and dress-up with them. Some males want their sons to be Alpha Males, but I simply want my little princess (later down in life of course). I grew up as a boy, I went through all that rough and tumble stuff. It's quite fun and nice to try the other side of a childhood and see how the girls observe things. The 2-3 year old girls are just my absolute favs (and im bound to get some pictures from work of us). Their cute innocence makes me forget about my troubles. I would glad spend 12 hours a day at work (if it were allowed). I don't take breaks or lunches(well, no lunches because I don't want to become a Fatty like Steven), just so I can simply stay around the care free aura.
That's my rant for now, more will be added in due time. I hope to get back to the chat more, I severely miss it <3
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[29 May 2007|02:42am] |
On Friday I got drunk for the first time, it sucked hard.
Threw up a good few times.
Gross
But hell, I remember everything, and I didn't do anything i'd regret
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[17 Dec 2006|08:39pm] |
6 Months and going strong
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[25 Aug 2006|12:35am] |
Red Hot Chili Pepper Concert Tomorrow!!
I can cream in my pants a bit more before tomorrow :D
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[12 Jun 2006|11:11pm] |
Diggnation 1 Year Anniversary - Wednesday
Last Day Of School - Thursday
Graduation - Friday
One Pimped Out Week If I Do Say So Myself
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[05 Apr 2006|12:00am] |
Happy Birthday Nicole!
<3
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[01 Nov 2005|09:19pm] |
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Fall Out Boy Concert Thursday. With 5 Girls. I Like Them Odds :)
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[25 Sep 2005|12:45am] |
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Each Sunrise just looks better than the last...
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| Heartbroken |
[19 Sep 2005|12:55am] |
My Dearest David
I know this seems like something really simple, but its kind of hard to put my feelings for you into words, but I'm trying.
I Love You More than you know. Words cannot express how much you mean to me. I have never been treated with so much respect in my life. I cannot even begin to explain what that means to me. The sound of your voice makes me smile. If I'm in a bad mood, all I have to do is talk to you and it's like the bad mood was never there. Thank you for being the best. Thank you for coming into my life when you did. Now I have a reason to be a better person. You make me feel special in a way I cannot even start to describe. You make me happier than I have been in a long time; thank you for that. Thanks to you, I now love being me. Now a bad day doesn't seem so bad because I can talk to someone about it now. I know it's only been two weeks but each day gets better and better. I Love You with all my heart.
You are my everything and I Love You for that. You make my life a life worth living. Thank you for letting me Love You. I Love You David
Love,
Catie
Funny how one week can change everything....
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| Oldie |
[02 Jul 2005|01:39am] |
So. I am now 17.
All I really want for my Bday is for this to be true . And if that is asking too much, then I wouldn't mind Nik ;)
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[23 Jun 2005|02:46am] |
7 days......Dun Dun
If you don't know what I am talking about then you must hate me :P
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